My mistake

I've got myself stuck in a relationship rut recently and only now do I realise my mistake in all this commotion. I won't go into details as much but I think you'll get the bigger picture sooner or later. Besides, who hasn't ever had a problem come up within their relationship with someone? That would be like a fairy tail come true where the prince and princess lived happily ever after and the end. Real life however, has many other dramatic (if not unfortunate twists).

I guess I was just too impatient with this whole relationship thing. I didn't really think much about it, I just went on with it until everything just fell apart. And for that, I am truly sorry. I wasn't sure what I was doing wrong until I read "Boy meets Girl" written by Joshua Harris, the guy who wrote "I kissed dating goodbye" while I was at church yesterday. You could say it was a sign from God as well to help guide me back into the right direction. Now I understand why you suddenly changed. And now I have to make that decision as well.

There's no use getting into a relationship now when both sides aren't ready for a long term commitment. The casual flings and one-night stands just don't work out that well as portrayed in real life news and in the movie scenes. That kind of setting will just get more and more people into tougher situations and harder heartbreaks. So I'll step down from all this, until I'm ready because right now, neither of us, and I have a feeling that most people in the world aren't ready to commit for a long term relationship (even though they claim they would move mountains and seas to be with their significant other).

So I'm sorry if I did anything which would've jeopardized...stuff. I just hope things will turn out for the better in time. Till then, peace out.